Wassup!?

December 4, 2012 by · 9 Comments

Life is just weird. I can’t really describe how I’m feeling about it at the moment, so here is a list form of some things that has been happening as of late.

- Being super super amazingly excited about The Hobbit. Watching the red carpet premiere online and being very emotional. I may have cried. Then being frustrated because Australia isn’t releasing it until boxing day. WHAT! I was even considering flying over to New Zealand on the 13th for a midnight screening… if I won the lottery.

- Babysitting my youngest niece & nephew. Watching them play on the awesome play equipment and wishing I could get on and play with them too. Stupid rules. Also running into one of my other nieces after seeing my psych yesterday.

- Weekly visits to the vet. Mr Frodo is having injections once a week for four weeks, due to his arthritis. He’s also been put on a diet. He lost .5kg in the first week. I took Tonka for his first check up, and apart from his teeth, he’s in great shape. He goes in this week to get tested for feline aids. Fingers crossed he’s fine.

- Working on things behind the scenes, for the blog. Brain storming some awesome ideas.

- Unpacking. It’s crazy. I’ve run out of space to unpack so I need to go and buy some more furniture. I have so much stuff. I don’t like getting rid of stuff, but I’ve been doing a fair amount of culling. I have two huge boxes full of washing I need to do. I love finding things I’ve forgoten about, the memories, oh & $100 in an old Christmas card!

- Having fun playing with my wigs.

- Rollercoastering with my mental health. So much so I missed out on the amazing PSFWA weekend with some amazing bloggers, who I adore! 2nd year in a row. Last year I was in hospital. Seeing my psych fortnightly (another money worry, $140 a visit, but that’s only until the new year thankfully). Yesterday we worked on my panic attacks, which him triggering them on me. I left feeling very emotional and sweaty. How horrible are cold sweats, seriously!?

- Participating in Fox in Flats #DAREcember challenge.

- Stressing about money. I know I just need to relax, I’m nowhere near as bad as so many people, but it seems I’ve come to stress about money. I’ve never been in debt, the most i’ve ever owed someone is $50. Right now, I’m paying off my laptop, and I have to pay money back for the trip I’m going on with my sister in February. Turns out, I don’t like owing people money, it stresses me.

- Wishing and hoping and thinking and praying, planning and dreaming…

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  • http://project-kathryn.blogspot.com/ kathryn

    That red is like a hundred kinds of fabulous on you.

    Owing money is so stressful. I went through it for many years and now just live on what I have. Even if you are poor, if you can afford your day-to-day necessities, it’s okay but debts are pure stress. At least the holiday isn’t really a debt, more like an advanced payment. I never understand people who put hols on their credit cards – coming home to a huge debt would be the pits.

  • L

    I didn’t know you had panic disorder, I’m sorry, dear. :( I actually have it as well, it runs in my family (and I apparently get all the “fun” genes haha). Let me know if you ever need someone to talk to about it, I have had it since my sophomore year in college. Hope things even out for you!

    http://byehollywood.blogspot.com/

  • http://www.rubyvelour.com/ Ruby Velour

    Money is the worst for stress. I am horrible with money, I am in an insane amount of debt and have been since I got my first credit card 8 years ago. I’m almost on top again, turns out my credit history is all clear after defaulting a few times and so I’m now looking at buying a NEW car which will put me in $20K worth of debt which I absolutely cannot slack off on. It’s super stressful! You’re very lucky to be debt free, it’s a rare thing these days! <3

  • http://extralargeaslife.com/ Natalie Mulford

    I refuse to get a credit card, I know what I can be like with money. It’s funny, in a way, I’m happy I have a bit of compulsive spending, people with Borderline often have ‘reckless behavior’ , like drug abuse, insane driving, unprotected sex. I got binge eating/bulimia and excessive spending, which I dunno, seems to be the lesser of evils. *cough* I totally lost my Black Milk virginity with the recent sales :P

  • http://extralargeaslife.com/ Natalie Mulford

    I do, I actually have Borderline Personality Disorder, with what they think could also be Bipolar, but I have suffered from anxiety and panic attacks since as long as I can remember. Thank you, that’s so nice. xox

  • http://extralargeaslife.com/ Natalie Mulford

    I love the red, it makes me want to dye my hair red again, I used to have what I called ‘Ronald McDonald Red’.

    Yeah, I know I’m not in any trouble, and I’m still better off then some people I know, it just gets frustrating and stressful. I spent $175 at the vet today, the things we do for our fur babies!

  • http://www.rubyvelour.com/ Ruby Velour

    OMG! What did you get???

  • http://extralargeaslife.com/ Natalie Mulford

    The police box dress! I figured if anything had the chance of fitting me, idt’d be one of the dresses! It fits, it’s a little tight, but I’m using it as a bit of motivation to lose those extra kilos to get to my goal weight :p

  • http://www.nerdburgerjewellery.blogspot.com/ Nerd Burger

    That long red wig is HOT!!! Ps: Rad five shirt. Man i loved them.

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